A PURPOSEFUL LIFE; OLD TESTAMENT STORIES
THE RUNAWAY PROPHET PART XXVIII
I, Elijah, the prophet of God, am like any human being such as yourself...At times I am full of faith.....At these times I display great boldness....At other times I display great fear....I may even feel depressed and have considered asking the Lord to take my life....Perhaps I need to take more care of myself at these times of depression....I remember the angel coming to me one time and feeding me with bread....And then putting me back to sleep before feeding me again.... I am sure the Lord wanted me to learn from that experience....I am sure He wants you to learn from my experience as well.... So do not get too tired.... And make sure you eat properly....And be aware of your enemy, the devil.".... Please read the typed out attachment when you will learn what to look out for in your life so you will not experience depression as Elijah experienced....
ATTACHMENT A PURPOSEFUL LIFE; OLD TESTAMENT STORIES
THE RUNAWAY PROPHET PART XXVIII
So what do these chapters tell you about the prophet Elijah? It tells you that at times Elijah had great faith and at such times displayed great boldness. Yes, at other times he displayed great fear, suffered from depression and became even suicidal. What may have been the reasons for his sudden fear, his sudden depression? I can think of a few reasons:
1. One thing could be that as part of his personality, he was inclined to perhaps overreact at times to situations as we have seen him do a few times.
2. He may still have been very tired the day after his victories. His tiredness would not just have been a physical tiredness but an emotional and mental tiredness. He may well have needed to take some time off. Even prophets of God are still human beings who are in need of food and rest, like the rest of us and Elijah may not have realised these things sufficiently.
3. Thirdly, the enemy would have been very angry and would have prepared a counter attack. It seems Elijah was not prepared for that to happen. Therefore, he was very vulnerable and completely broke down when the counter attack came.
Looking at these things perhaps you can now begin to agree with the words of James that "Elijah was a man just like us" for you too at times may display great faith and great boldness, while at other times you may be afraid, feel depressed and perhaps even get so depressed about life and its challenges that you would rather be in heaven with Jesus than continue on in this life.
Like Elijah, you too may need to consider that the reasons for your depression, you bouts of fear may be because:
1. You have a certain personality which might make you inclined to overreact at times. If that is the case then you need to ask God to help you change in these areas.
2. Secondly, you must make sure you take sufficient rest and eat properly.
3. Thirdly, you must be aware that you too have an enemy who will want to launch a counter attack any time you have been victorious in your walk with God.
Peter says that so clearly in I Peter 5:7-9
Be self-controlled and alert. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion seeking who he may devour. resist him, standing firm in your faith...
As for the assignments God had for Elijah, you most probably will never be called to stop the rain for three years. But you are called to be as obedient as Elijah was to fulfill the assignments God has for you, whatever they may be. And you can trust God to answer your prayers for you too are righteous in God's eyes because you are clothed with the righteousness of God in Christ as Paul writes in II Corinthians 5:21
God made Him who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in Him we might become the righteousness of God.
So having had a closer look at Elijah's life, I believe you can at least begin to agree with James that,yes, Elijah was a man just like us....
P.S. We have come to the end of this story. Next week we will begin to look at a story called "An Instrument for Healing."